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haughty_alpha
What: Data discusses Lore with Avon.
When: After discovering Lore was present within the village, and he attacked the Fifth Doctor.
Warnings and Notes: Relating to Lore Plot at
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The covers creased in as Data sat on the side of the bed, once again watching Avon contentedly sleep and trying to draw comfort from it. Though this time, he only found anguish and worry.
Data had been, in the blink of an eye, completely invalidated and proven untrustworthy. All of his hard work to prove that he wasn't simply a machine, that he'd risen above his parts and that other machines could as well, undone by a man that wore his face.
He'd debated considering him a brother, for a while. Lore had done nothing but betray him and wound him. But the simple fact was that, even with B-4, there was only two Soong-Type androids that could have been considered functional. Lore and Data. And one could not always choose their family, just as any human would know.
But this human laying there, this very important human, needed to know just what a danger that brother meant. That he had to be suspicious of his own fiancee.
Gently, Data put a cool hand on Avon's shoulder and leaned in. "Please wake up, Avon, I have something I need to talk to you about."
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"My brother is here. He was the one responsible for what happened to both me and the Doctor's."
"That is precisely what I am saying Avon... I will need you to verify that I am me from now on before you interact with me." He held out his hands, palms up, bioplast pinched and blistered in the center from the hasty repair work done after the incident in the Observatory.
"This should do for the moment."
He went on in a tight, carefully controlled growl. "Whatever this - relative of yours wants, he isn't going to get it. Not if it involves harming you. He'll have to get past me first. And he won't."
Despite the bravado, the apprehensive shiver in his stomach was increasing. Another android, as strong and as fast as Data, with Data's level of executive function, presumably, but without his morality. It was not a comforting thought. He took a deep breath. "What do you intend to do?" He would like nothing better than to lock Data away somewhere safely until he could deal with Lore himself, but he knew Data would never accept that, not if others were in danger.
Maybe.
"He has already gotten what he wanted, Avon, and threw the Doctor at me after obtaining it. The only thing that can possibly be done is locate him before he accomplishes his final goal... He is planning on recovering the Master."
"Data -you mustn't go after him. There are people here explicitly trained for dealing with such situations. Police. Powerful creatures...wizards, aliens, ninjas, all sorts of things. Let them deal with it. Stay with me and I'll keep you safe." He had to try, at least. "You know he'll want *you* to go after him. Don't let him bait you."
"I want to be sure that you are safe, though. I plan to ask Captain Picard to check in on you. I know that you are fully capable of defending yourself... however... my brother should not be underestimated."
He looked into Avon's face, expression bordering on fond despite his warnings as he examined those familiar features. He didn't want to refer to Avon as a weakness; most of the time he was a driving force. A strength. But to his brother, Avon would be an exploitable missing chink in Data's armor. A point he could get past.
He couldn't allow him to be used for that.
He hooked his chin over his shoulder, eyes shut tight as he tried not to think about what he'd done. What might happen. He tried to focus on the softness of the hair his fingers slipped through, or the drum of Avon's pulse against his chest.
He returned the embrace tightly, murmuring, "it's going to be all right." He hoped his voice sounded confident, despite the churning in his stomach.
"But... I do not wish for anyone else to be hurt either."
The conflicting urges left in in terrible turmoil. They had been making him sputter over his words and glitch all day.
Making a decision, he drew back to look into Data's eyes. He intended to go his own way regardless, but he owed it to Data to make at least an attempt to be open about it before conducting his own private investigation. "Let me do it. Lead me to him and I'll finish the job. Believe me, after what he has done to you, my conscience will not suffer."
"I could not ask you to destroy something that looks like me. And I am the only one with the neural shut-down code, which we would have to use if he was not completely destroyed."
He studied Data's face, wanting only to erase the suffering he saw there. There were so many people who *deserved* pain and grief, who had earned it through their torment of others. It was ludicrously unfair that Data, who had only ever tried to do good, should be made to hurt like this. But then, if Avon had learned anything from life, it was that nothing in it *was* fair.
"I wish I could take this burden from you," he said, "but I suppose I can't. Not fully. Even if someone else committed the final necessary act, you would still be the one to suffer most." He might not be able to relieve the emotional burden, but if he managed to find Lore first, he could at least remove the risk of Data sacrificing himself in the attempt to stop his brother.
"You must promise me that whatever happens, you'll be careful. A universe without you would be hollow and worthless - as would I."
"I want to keep my faith that people can become better. Without you, I lose that. Every potential that I see in humanity, I can see in you." He cupped his jaw with pale fingers, running his thumb along a chiselled cheekbone.
Lore would make a grave mistake if he were to even ponder harming this man.
"I... have frequently wondered... that if I had been able to tend to Lore's programming, could I have have compensated for his corruption. I suppose it is too late to know, but it is necessary to me that I have assisted you."
"Assisted...yes, but I would put it more strongly than that. 'Rescued' would not be too dramatic a term. You know better than anyone how desperately I tried to escape the village at first, obsessed with setting right all the mistakes I'd made, erasing the endless series of failures my life had become. I no longer feel the need to do that. People talk very freely about the concept of second chances, but few are unfortunate enough to genuinely need them, and far fewer still are fortunate enough to find them. I found mine, here - not because of the village. Because of you. Anything good that was left in me was buried far too deeply for me to see. But you saw it." He paused a moment, wanting to say more, but there were no words to cover the rest of it, the greatest part of it. So he simply added, quietly and sincerely, "thank you."
He couldn't decide where it would be ironic of merely unfortunate that the the man who drove him most to not give up was the one that posed the biggest risk to him.
"Being that you are the future of humanity to me, then you must understand my anxiousness over the situation."
Then Data pulled back, laying down himself on top of the covers and staring at the ceiling. "To be perfectly honest, Avon. I would very much like to leave. Though I know that will do little to stop my brother but give him something to instil guilt in me later over should he manage to persevere over fate once more."
He tapped his fingers lightly against Data's chest. "The only thing I care about is that you make the decision that is best for you. Other people's safety and well-being mean relatively little to me, you know. You probably disapprove of that attitude, but it's true. I can't help it. I'm a one-android man." He smiled more naturally, hoping to lighten the mood just a little. "Well, I suppose I wouldn't actually let Vila and Dayna die in flames if I could help it. Tarrant can take his chances." Gallows-humour: Avon's specialty.
"You are usually inclined to do the appropriate thing yourself, despite your personal wishes. I know you would not abandon Vila and Dayna."
Realising that he probably wasn't going to be able to beat this particular unhappy situation into submission with grim quips, his expression became more serious as he confirmed, "no, I don't suppose I would, at that." He let out a long breath. "Would 'are you all right?' be a stupid question at this juncture?"
He squeezed his fingers lightly, and finally turned his head to look at Avon.
"...I suppose... I could say, 'I will be'?"
Though at least he could keep an eye on Avon, though perhaps for less poetic reasons than usual. He should probably be leaping to action, he knew.
But more of him just wanted to lay there and collect himself.
...And still didn't say anything. Just looked at him.
"He used to tease me about my interest in the sciences. The other children at school thought I was strange, so my brother simply refused to talk to me in public - he always referred to me as 'the freak' or 'the embarrassment'. I was forever conducting little experiments...I set the sitting room curtains on fire once. And dissected a dead rat on my parents' bed. I didn't kill the rat, you understand, I merely found it in the rubbish disposal area outside our accommodation complex, and was curious about how it worked. My parents were not pleased, as you can imagine. They thought there might be something wrong with me. But my brother wouldn't have that; he insisted I was curious rather than destructive, that I hadn't meant any harm. He said I was a genius, and the family must make allowances because I would make them all a lot of money one day, pull them out of the gutter. Frankly I can't remember now whether I intended any harm or not, but it pleased me to know that my brother would stand up for me, despite all his teasing. He made it clear that day that he was proud of his weird little brother, after all."
He gnawed his lip for a moment, gaze distant. "But of course, that wasn't enough when the time came for me to leave. He never forgave me for abandoning our family."
"I am sorry that you did not get to know him better," he said, shifting to rest his hand against Avon's chance. Against his strong pulse.
"I would have liked to have met your family... I have also sometimes contemplated attempting to return to your universe, to finish what you would have been unable to. Do you know what happened to your parents?"
He tilted his head. "You have?" Something about the idea sent a prickle down his back. "Why would you want to do that?"
He shrugged. "I tried to find information about them, later in my life, but there was little to find. People like them slip through the cracks. I imagine they met the fate of most Deltas...they lived, they worked too hard, they died young and poor. My parents were not like me. They were honest people. I sometimes wonder how my brother and I turned out the way we did. Frustration, I suppose. We both thought we were better than the lives we had been born into - deserved better."
He squeezed Data's hand. "You want to put everything right. It's admirable, but the unpleasantness of my universe isn't your problem. Frankly, it isn't mine anymore, either."
"I now... wish I knew what happened that first night after you left. He must have been somehow aware of my circumstances."
Avon pursed his lips. "He has an accomplice, I suspect. And I have a feeling I might know who it is. There is only one person in the village I know for sure wishes us both harm."
Data worried. He immediately suspected Travis, as Travis was the only one who didn't like either of them notably. But he had hoped that Travis was working on redeeming himself.
Especially as Glitch had become so fond of him.
Because Data was right; he needed proof. And he needed to know where Lore was. If Avon's hunch was correct, Travis could provide both pieces of information.